Andrew,
Here is what I get from your dream. You may want to look back to your early 29s to see if that period of time holds a particular relevance to the dream.

An earlier time when you had/needed/experienced excitement in your life. Out of control emotionally. Matters related to the heart, very emotional and opposite your normal self. Forbidden aspects you are/were afraid of. You are/were governed by higher aspects, perhaps moral considerations. These aspects may reflect an opposite of your natural being that you gave into and now feel guilt. A fear of other temptations. Although the moral aspects normally govern your actions, the natural inclinations take/took control. There is/was a need to recognize these natural aspects instead of running away from them. Although the governing aspects of your life tend to refrain from giving in to the natuarl tendencies you are/were powerless to control the temptations. Unconsiously you recognize this but consciously you still have problems accepting it.

You may be grappling with issues to do with the above and/or there may have been recent experiences that relate to these emotional issues. Let me know your thoughts to my interpretation and from that we may be able to better discern what the dream is attempting to communicate to your conscious mind.

Jerry

Age & Gender & Location {Required}: 61 Tennessee

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