Angel,
I appreciate the response. It would have been great if you could have elaborated more but if it is something personal you wish not to share we must respect those wishes. The male influence seems to be a prime focus of the dream and any early life experiences could have left a mark on your psyche which in turn could have affected your personality. Do analyze this possibility so to understand what those might be. Need not share your thoughts, merely a suggestion that may help somewhere in future relationships.

Jerry