These dreams occurred while in was in a relationship with the lover my boyfriend and soul mate. The ex-boy friend is trying to interfere causing my lover to become jealous and insecure. I do feel guilt and I feel sorry for the ex boyfriend whom I know I don't love.

The blonde appears in many dreams. My relationship with my lover boy friend ended. He showed up with the blonde in my real life, and in a game of laser guest, she shot me repeated in my abdomen.

I am new to all this, but at the time I felt like the ex-boyfriend and the blonde represented some kind of opposition that would come between me and my lover and separate us which did happen.

I did a natal chart and found my lover's sign is my chiron. Maybe that is why I keep telling him he can heal me.

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