Anna,
This girl is your 'dark side', your shadow. From my page on the shadow:

In Jungian psychology, the shadow or "shadow aspect" is a part of the unconscious mind consisting of repressed weaknesses, shortcomings, and instincts. You are in dialog with this other self which is good since 'she' can reveal the weaknesses you possess in your conscious life. Look at this girl as you and you will be able to better understand the concept.

The hell this other side of you is talking about would represent your inner fears and possibly being in a seemingly inescapable situation {family obligations that have plagued your personal growth}. It is affecting your whole being {people from all over} especially your masculine aspects, 'torturing'/hindering your capabilities to use these vital instincts as you should. She does not listen to you because she does represents your hidden fears even though consciously you may believe you have overcome them.

Her 'flirting' is the dream trying to get your conscious self to recognize this other side of you, to integrate {marry} those short comings so they will no longer hinder your personal growth. The luxury she offers are those wi+shful things in life you have 'coveted' {not having enjoyed such things}. The demons are inner demons and the angels are also. The angel puppets dressed in Sesame Street costumes would be a warning not to let these dark side fears control you. That is hard to do {mocking} because of constant pressures in life.

A part of this scenario may involve choices you will need to make in the future. Leaving the old self behind, those obligations to family you are so used to and mat feel obligated to. You are looking toward your future and going to college but these pressures still remain. This may be a part of the choice between heaven and hell. But also other inner fears that are common for someone your age who is about to make important life changing decisions. There are two choices {two keys}. One would be to go beyond these inner fears and persevere and the other is to let them keep you down and away from growing personally in your life.
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Let me comment here about the part of the dream that states' "dreamy infatuation with her that the guys had". There may have been recent experiences {within the past two days} that are influencing the dream, as well as playing into inner fears you possess {other than the ones we have discussed}. This may have to do with boys, some type of temptation you had to overcome {and did}.

The stereotyped heaven would represent overblown expectations of yourself. This would be a 'fear' more so than an actual experience. You are having to 'fake' the emotions because you have yet to get to that place you wish to get to. You are still living at home with the same continuing pressures and obligations.
Comment: Your dreams are dealing with current emotional issues and not predicting the future. The present reality includes those fears and emotional issues. "I immediately became aware I was dreaming because I somehow knew this was not Heaven, merely a dream." The angels tour is cheesy because you do realize your waking reality.

God your higher self, all the higher aspirations that become real. At this moment in time {the dream is dealing with that} you can only see reality. That in itself is good because to be in the moment is reality and not the hopes nor fears of the future. One of the biggest problems in life as we grow older is to be in the moment and not let our minds drift off into a world of worry about what may be or could happen. When you driving your car down a beautiful scenic road but have your mind on your emotional issues and can not see the beauty in front of you, you are not in the moment but instead possessed by the 'demons' of emotions. To learn to be in the moment realize 'nothing is happening', its all in my head, that is the reality one should live by. The unconscious dream knows this because it possesses the wisdom of all ages {the archetypes} where others have gone before you and witnessed the truth of reality vs the emotional overload we place on ourselves..

The conclusion of the dream
God has become a negative. The reality of your current life is weighing you down. The 'industrial' responsibilities plus the fears of what is to come {and what you expect of yourself in the future} are hindering you from the positives in life. These are the raw emotions {meat} coming through, the actual fears you have in the present time {which is natural at this stage of life and with all the responsibilities you have}. God, in the masculine form, that masculine part of you, is not so 'godly' but more like the real world around you. The higher expectations in lief are hard to look to because of your reality as it is now. You are in an unlikeable place in your life due to the stresses. You can't see the real heaven because you are still living in hell.

This last part of the dream indicates you may be having a hard time with your situation as it is. This is important. You need to look toward the positives and not let life get you down. There may have been recent experiences that caused this dream {this may not be your overall feelings but something that caused you to feel the negatives because of recent experiences}. There will be many trials you will have to face but if you will look at your positives, and there are many including your maturity because of having done well in past experiences, that will help you overcome the negatives. At your age, and this is less so as you get into the mid-life years, recent experiences tend to occupy a lot of space in your dreams. Younger people tend to focus on the present whereas older people tend to reflect on the past. Recent experiences will be more a concern in life as well as the focus of your dreams because they create emotional issues that need to be resolved. You need to not let the emotional fears control you but instead concentrate on the positives. The 'thoroughly unlikeable atmosphere' you are currently in will change. The more positive you remain the better that atmosphere will improve. God, the higher possibilities and aspirations within your life, are within you, you have the ability to control your destiny. be in the moment and don't let the emotions consume you.
Something tells me you will 'overcome' and do really well. You are too intelligent {think about it, you are in a conversation most adults could not handle} not to.

One last thought. The God thing. Has there been any thoughts or experiences to do with spiritual matters recently? As I have stated previously there are always at least two meanings/applications to every dream. Could this dream be addressing more than one issue? One could be more important {as I pointed to} and the other an afterthought or secondary/less important.

Jerry

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