Hello!

Lots of it made sense to me in some way. I struggle with relationships,even with my own son. its not about if I love him-I do-but showing and saying out the words is hard for me. I still try and say I love you every day tho. Im having troubles with my relationship for years now,we just live togheter for our child,so that makes me feel repressed too. I want to have a normal relationship and I long for intimacy,but I am not sure if im ready for that ever.
In high school i was bullied and most of it about me doing privately something sexually (about masturbating,which i didnt do at the time) so i think all that influenced me in some way. Im insecure in intimate situations.
Seeing my family in dreams might mean that my mom was almost the same as me-showed us love rarely,she was tough on all 4 kids. I dont say she was bad to us,but she was like me-feared intimacy a little. I do have a little low self esteem but its not a great factor i think.
I have done some soul searching for about 2 years now and formulating new plans and which directions to take. But starting to take steps to follow that plan-Not happening yet.
Thank you very much for that dream analyze.seems i have to work on myself a little more. I do want to be a strong person some day!

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