Omg, i just read some article... It seems that "spoiled" word is used for negative things..
If i said spoiled before, what i mean is for them to show that they love me and be grateful for my existence.
For example: to stroke my head, to hug me, to accompany me when im too scared to go to bathroom at night without makes me feels inferior, to be on my side when im being accused or scolded for things i didnt do esp when they see it with their own eyes that im not guilty.. to encourage me when i want to try something, to show some good expression when they knew im trying something really hard and nail it/not showing some cold expression as if its nothing but became angry if i failed, not insult me for things i cant do as well as others, and so on..

But when im at teens they started changing... Thats why when im on high school, i want them to give me back my childhood.. But i stopped when im in university.

Ah ya, could i know about zero in 7 position clock? Will it give me another understanding?
Actually i ve been confused to get a whole (but specific) picture about this...

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