HI!!


Thanks you so much for your help and your reply.

Actually when i was 16/17years old its when i first started feeling feminine, i started wearing make up for the first time, and felt the eyes of boys on me for the first time, and felt really uncomfortable about that, i was shaking, feeling anxious...but at the same time i felt beautiful.
Especially i have a memory when i was 17years old , i was attending at a wedding, i had a very beautiful dress and make up on my face, and i remember the look of the husband of my cousin's mother,on me i felt so embarassed.
In my chilhood i remember that my dad was so jealous of my mother when she dressed well, and put some make up on, he was violent with her.

Now i always feel uncomfortable about feeling really feminine, im kind of shy.

Thanks again for your help

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Anonymous,
Those early childhood experiences are what you need to examine. A thorough examination of your childhood with help {a therapist} should reveal why you feel uncomfortable about being feminine. It could be that your father was so jealous. Why you came away with a complex from those experiences will need to examined also {for whatever reason you have it}. If you do not resolve the issue it will play a tremendous role in future relationships as it has in the past. Unconscious energies are like a hurricane that has the ability to be very emotionally destructive.

Jerry

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