Thankyou for putting so much work in , that makes a lot of sense, especially the part about the shed in the sea being representative of negative emotions in my unconscious, I have had trouble recently suppressing negative emotions and feelings recently because I tend to store my emotions in my head when I don't want to feel them. You are right I am afraid of feeling these emotions and usually block them off when I can. The part about rationed love with my father I think is partly true although this does not cause me any distress, I've had a feeling recently that there is memory im repressing but I just can't remeber . The conflicting emotions part that govern how I get along with others and myself is very true, I had many problems with my ability to socialise normally with others recently due to my distressing emotions, and yet I still want to get along with others. Im having an internal war with my mental health at the moment. Also the part about me seeing someone as my hero is true but it's probably about me wanting to be a hero for my friend who's going through a lot right now, and yet also wanting to look after myself. All of the points you've provided are true, the aggressive emotions devouring me was spot on, the aggressive emotions that 'live' in my unconscious make a lot of sense as well as they are almost part of me I find it hard t imagine living without them, yet I'm desperate to separate from them. The second dreams interpretation was spot on although I believe it may be about my friends experiance with a man that I learned about recently that has caused me a lot of anger and especoally her a lot of upset I have been worrying about it constantly . I tend t only dream about the most insignificant thing that's worrying me, that's why this sudden distressing set of dreams scared me as it was unexpected . The part about childhood issues is also correct I have been remembering things from my childhood that I really hate, memories that sort of disgust and anger me, and I have been feeling that I deserve happiness but at the same time scared that people won't accept me , I feel fulfilled when people emphathise with my pain but have too much paranoia and pride to believe that they truly accept me or that I like being pitied. Thankyou for putting thins in perspective.

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It is impressive you care able to fit the analysis with true experiences in your life. For someone so young it shows a maturity older people often lack. If you are able to continue working with your emotional issues with a professional you should be able to resolve them. If you leave them as is they will continue to have power over you. I hope you do continue seeking help and find resolution. You have a keen mind and need to be able to focus on your personal growth so you can develop and utilize your skills and talents. There are always solutions but it takes will power and discipline to follow through. I sense you possess those positive qualities.

Jerry

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