That does help and thank you!! At this point I can't think of anything (meaning before my relationship with him) that could be a part of this dream. At least not that I can put my finger on just yet. Can it possible be guilt? Mainly because I'm mad at myself for putting up with it? I don't know. But if anyone knows of anyway to get through this I'd love suggestions. And not like " hey just let go".....trust me that doesn't just work....at least not for me.

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