I can say I definitely agree with the emotions and interpretation of the rain and lightning. When you brought up a shared experience with my sister that was helping me with the tarp could have something to do with the dream really struck me. She and I were the ones going through legal stuff when we were teenagers and that is one of the reasons she no longer talks to our mother. So I can see how the rain the lightning and the tarp all relate. I think it might refer to uncovering (?) the emotions and memories from that time in my life. Consequently, that time was the hardest time in my life. My sister (the one helping me) and I had it the worst of it. We were constantly being moved from house to house and parent to parent. Mostly this was between my mother's house and her second husband's house, after they got the divorce. At one point we (all three of us) were even sent to our birthfather's house in Massachusetts (we grew up in Florida). When we were there it was very stressful and at the time it felt like the three of us against the world.

I'm not sure what else may help you with the interpretation but I am more than willing to answer any questions. I can tell you that my life has been extremely stressful to the point that I am experiencing physical pain (constant upset stomach, muscular pain in my back and generally tired). I'm staying in a hotel right now, not sure where I will be staying next week, desperately looking for a permanent place. When it comes to legal stuff I have the stuff that has to do with my mom and about 3 tickets that I don't know how I'm going to take care of and I'm probably going to lose my license over. My financial situation is very poor and with just getting this job my first check is already gone with nothing left to live off of for the next two weeks and I still won't be able to pay everything off with it.

It's a tough situation, but I'm doing my best to deal with what's right in front of me and taking it a day at a time and to not think of everything at once and let it stress me out more than I already am. My new job is an added stress because I am working in collections and the boss/owner can be very difficult to deal with at times because things HAVE to be done her way and exactly her way to the point that she demands I don't listen to the debtor and say exactly what she say, how she says it and when she says it. She does this in such an abrupt, demanding and loud way that I get nervous and stressed and mess up and stutter and don't have the confidence in myself that I need to complete my job. I've broke down in tears and anger because of it. But I keep the job because I desperately need it and don't want to go back to what I was doing to make money, which involves taking men on 'dates'. What I was doing has affected me a lot more than I thought it would.

Anyways, I think I'll stop there. I hope it's not too much to process.

Age & Gender & Location {Required}: 25 Augusta, GA

Have You Posted Before? Date of Last Post {Use Search and Your Post Name to Help Find Last Post} Female

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Alexia,
Let me disgust your response and provide my thoughts later today. All of a sudden I have many requests for interpretations at the Forum.

I do believe we are tying up loose ends. Through dialog we should be able to get to the deeper aspects of the dream message. I appreciate your willingness to be open {please post only what you feel comfortable with}. You are creating therapy by opening up and expressing yourself. Often just by 'talking it out' you will discover things you had not thought about or remembered. thinking about it is how you resolve what you may have forgotten or repressed.


Jerry

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