Anna,
I'll interpret the dream according to the breakdown of paragraphs in your dream. Often the change of sentencing structure reflects changes in the dream. Here is the interpretation for the first paragraph.

The Godzilla in your dream may have something to do with the 'disjointed' life of moving from one place to another so often. How is your family life? Packing up all your precious things would be more than just materialistic possessions, it would also be any normalcy you have in life and that could have 'monstrous' affects with a life that is constantly in flux. You may be experiencing an ongoing 'death' of normalcy because of the constant 'destruction' of packing up and having to relocate so often. You don't know where you are in life {which house you need to go to}.

Floating in colorful 'trippy space' sounds like a trip on drugs. Something seems to have helped release the emotional stress brought about your Godzilla 'monster'. Could it be your music that takes you away from the stress? Or do you indulge in some type of drug use? No confessions needed. Just an observation from the dream.

The house you lived in from the 5th grade to the 7th grade. Were you happiest in those years? It could have been you were settled in for a longer period of time than you normally stay before having to pack up and move again. In dreams a house is most always symbolic of the dreamer or some aspect of the dreamer. This house was one you felt best, a little normalcy for awhile at least.

Are you emotionally attached to your dog? She may been one normal aspect in your life? That could be one reason the dog is something you don't want to leave behind. But symbolically the dog could be how you feel about yourself. Your may feel you are an after thought to your parents, a dog on a leash being pulled around in every which direction {car} you move to next.

Second Paragraph
Your dog in the second paragraph is probably a reflection of your own emotional state of being. The fears you have about the dog reflect the inner fears you have about your own self and life. Feeling left behind is more than just being left while your family moves on without you. It is a general feeling of being left behind in life. There is no normalcy there like most other teens your age get to experience. The stress of moving and constant changes would make anyone 'nervous'. You would like to escape this life of constant flux.

There may have been an actual experience where your dog was left behind but overall the dog is you in much of the rest of the dream {she is used as a metaphor of your life}. Do you sometimes feel like you are losing control, capable of being a 'monster' to yourself? Do you feel dispirited, depressed at times, felt hurt because of your life? The beast she/you turn into may represent the feelings of insecurity. But because you are pretty much a happy person outside your home you are able to jump back to that positive self despite the lack of normalcy in your family life.

There seems to be more recent experiences that may be the reason for this particular dream. Things may seem to be getting worse. In the dream, your dad normally figuring things out, is probably a reflection of it really is in your waking life. I would assume he has a job where he has to move a lot {military service for example} or he has trouble keeping a job or worse. The intense traffic may be the intense stress you currently feel in your life. And/or it may represent less choices for your family in the current position you are in. This cause you to have to go back to some thing you have done before. That could represent having to 'get up' and moving again. Things may be pretty bad in your family life, perhaps or seemingly worse than usual. The end of the dream would likely reflect the current condition in your life. That does not sound good.

Is the above a good representation of your family life? I get the impression your love your family but the moving around so often takes a toll. Does your father have problems supporting the family? Be cause you are young and did state more than once the parts about moving and you family are actually true, I see the dream as a reflection of your life. The Godzilla in your dream would be the 'monstrous' life you are living with the constant changes. There is no normalcy. Let me know your impressions and perhaps we can learn more about the dream and about this monster that keeps threatening you.


Jerry

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