Aaron,
I am working on your dream and should have a complete analysis by late tomorrow morning. I do have a question that may help in determining the path I need to take in proving a final interpretation. Do you have any obvious impulsive behavior tendencies?

Jerry

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Aaron,
As with many dreams I am sensing a certain probability to what the dream message is but not to the point I can be specific in what the exact message is. This is usual when analyzing dreams since dreams seldom paint a clear message. Let me pen what I sense and then you can see where it fits in your life.

The first part of a dream lays out what the dream is focusing. The dream is attempting to get you to understand the unconscious energies that affect your conscious life. This is what I sense the opening statement is from your dream.
There is an aspect or area of your life {sphere} where you either consciously limit others from entering/participating, or/and because of unconscious reasons you have no or limited control over the situation/circumstances {the over sized chair representing a need to take control of excessive actions that are unconsciously motivated}. The 'sphere' may point to certain characteristics you possess, conscious actions that are unconsciously motivated. It is the unconscious energies that you are not aware of that need your attention {looking through smoked glass which represents not consciously seeing the unconscious aspects}. This {along with language in other parts of the dream} is where I sense the possibility of possible compulsive behavior {or/and possible repetitive behavior}, conscious actions that are unconsciously motivated.

The hallway is the connection between conscious and unconscious {a need to bridge the two}. There is a barrier {door} or a limited ability to access unconscious contents {those that motivate conscious actions}, contents that would lead to self discovery and removal of the controlling unconscious forces. There is a problem with the ability {hand} to resist some aspect in your life. You are unable to see what the motivating energies are even although there may be a conscious awareness of your actions {you continue to repeat the actions despite knowing you shouldn't or they will fail}. You have no or little ability to control these actions {because they are unconsciously motivated}. These actions cause a 'collapse' which may point to an ability to trust your own judgement {resulting in continuous repeating the same mistakes}. These actions are 'convulsive' and when performed there is a rush {moving extremely fast}. Bending backwards may point to pleasure from your actions and when completed there are feelings where you appreciate your accomplishments. You get a huge lift from this. This again may point to compulsive behavior or traits.

The last dream may point to a conscious realization of the negatives associated with these actions. You may beginning to realize the result of your actions are harmful/damaging to your psyche/life. The realization the negative inner motivating energies are reflective in your conscious life {not knowing the unconscious motivators but consciously realizing the harmful effects of them}.
Note: There may have been recent waking experiences that brought this to a head where you had to confront the issues whether you wished to or not.

You have come to a point where the unconscious energies and your conscious response are giving rise to a need to end the actions you find pleasure in. And although there is this realization you have yet to put an end to your actions.

As for the unconscious motivators. This is where the real work is needed. They are embedded energies within your psyche that stem from early life experiences/influences that 'prompt' you to act in certain ways in your waking life {I won't say make you but the energies are strong enough the powerfully influence how you act}. Either that {being psychological} or there are neurobiological factors in play that contribute to the psychological aspects. Discovering what these are {through therapy} is likely the only way to overcome the unconscious issues that have control over aspects of your waking life.

Jerry

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I may have been unclear about the point in which I was bending backward. It was very painfuL, as if my body was trying to ball itself up backward. Also I got the distinct feeling that the other entity was trying to communicate something important but could not because of the language barrier.

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I may have been unclear about the point in which I was bending backward. It was very painfuL, as if my body was trying to ball itself up backward. Also I got the distinct feeling that the other entity was trying to communicate something important but could not because of the language barrier.

Age & Gender & Location {Required}: 32/male/Terre haute indiana

Have You Posted Before? Date of Last Post {Use Search and Your Post Name to Help Find Last Post} no

How Did You Find the Dream Forum? yes