Jerry,
Thank you again for your insight. I kinda knew I had those issues, I guess I never realized that my dreams reflected it that much. I actually haven't had many relationships with men (in a boyfriend way) and I know its because I don't want to get hurt by them. But I want so much to find that someone that will be there for me and take me for who I am. But at the same time I am afraid to trust even the good guys and I know I have had the chance to be with a good guy, but I just seem to always be attracted to 'players'. But I don't want to get with someone before I can have my life a little more stabilized and organized before I try to settle down into a relationship with someone.

Anyways, thank you so much for your help. And I am truly looking forward to Job Corps and the experiences I will have there. I truly can't wait until I leave.

Alexa

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Alexa,
You are focused on the right thing. Keep going in that direction and enjoy your new life. If and when the past experiences of 'perverted men' start to return, and they will some where down the road, take the proper time and actions to address them.
Take your time in looking for the right guy. You have the Job Corps thing to focus on so make that your goal. Things will fall into place as long as you stay focused and not let the emotions control you. And the best of luck. As long as you stay focused on the right things your luck will be good. That is something you have more control over than most would think. A matter of Karma.

Jerry

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