Well, hi again Jerry and i must say i'm in a WOW-moment right now.

I've read both your thoughts about my 2 dreams a few days ago and several times looked at them again but didn't know what to answer.
When i just finished my reply to your thoughts on my 'Dismissed' dream i went outside for a moment and suddenly 'saw it'. I am doing what i did a few years ago. About 2 years ago i sort of broke down and didn't work for about 2 months. I was too emotional, totally worn out. I then learned that i had made my work 'the most important thing in my life'. I needed to make money, so work came first. I had vague dreams, wishes but some things and persons had let me down and things just became a much too heavy weight on me. Though i must say, that by calling in sick and looking for help is already a step into the right direction instead of a brake down.

Well after having finished my reply to your thoughts i suddenly saw that i'm travelling that same path again, trying to manage myself at work...trying harder and harder there...being too tired to do the things i really like. And it was then that i remembered what you had written in your reply to the 'old lady dying'-dream. A few days ago i just didn't see what you meant with 'work', but it's just 'work' is in daily life and you were so right there! Thank you!

I even recognized the small house in England and the large house in Holland in the 'old lady dying'-dream.

I bought a large house in Holland after i started a relationship with the teacher...this is where the masculine gets included.
The small house in England which i will keep to get back to every now and then would be the great feminine. Like you said...she won't die, she's always present. The goddess...call it the angel (England, Engeland, Angelland). This could even give Holuraziel (holy Raziel...the angel...the book of secrets) a place in my own dreamsymbolism.

I wasn't able to see your thoughts on my toilet-mouse either till now. I had been thinking about what this mouse could mean, but had no clue, since i'm not afraid of mice even if they would be in my house.
In the dream i discovered sawdust in the toilet. Sawdust is used when one keeps a pet, so the mouse is a consciously kept pet in my house...a housemouse...and i think this is symbolizing me. I'm keeping myself homebound. Not as much literally, but even more figurarly. Not crossing any bounderies...keeping my (real) self inside of me.

I loved the image of the cucumberplant with yellow flowers and the fresh green leaves with ladybugs in the toilet. Green, growth, health, love...it somehow feels like it's saying: 'it is all there and there would be even so much more if you just would...'.

What i just thought of: in the dream someone put the old lady in a bed that is too small (a krib). I thought about the name of this person and found that in english this name is 'nothing'...'any'...So, where 'nothing' or 'nobody' is putting the old lady in a too small bed it might be saying i sell myself short.

Greetings,
Mask

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