Magdalena,
A insecure childhood usually produces an insecure adulthood. Earliest life experiences {parents fighting} has a big influence, albeit unconscious, on your life. You may have moved on from that past but unconsciously it still is a conflict and an influence. So to those early experiences in school. Although they may seem benign now the influence, embarrassment may have left an imprint that affects your life now.

Your abilities are more centered in creative aspects. If you were able to follow up on those creative aspects your life would have been a more blissful life. But circumstances in life often get in the way. The good news is, and I point to Campbell's dictate to follow your bliss, you can still use those creative aspects. You are still young enough to follow up on those skills. If not as a profession then as a creative tool to enhance your life {my working with dreams doesn't make me any money but it does fulfill my bliss}. Looking back to your death row & cannibalism dream I can see the associations you provide in this post concerning your mother. The 'guilt' from your mother's attitude toward you may have a place in that dream. The relationships as children between mother/son, father/daughter may have a place in this dream. But the primary focus would be on the insecurties then {as a child} and now. Perhaps to overcome those insecurities you should investigate your strenghts, your creative aspects.

Jerry

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Thank you Jerry.

I'm an architect by trade, although at the moment there's not much creativity involved.
With my partner, whenever an argument arises I tend to walk out, he says I see things as black and white, and I get very hurt by words, thanks to my parents arguments. I don't think my mum taught me how to be a strong woman, she did though teach me how to express emotions, those weaknesses and feelings, that make you insecure as a woman.
I'd like to use my strengths to my advantage but lately the weaknesses tend to be highlighted...

best regards
Magdalena

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