Jin,
I can take a stab at what the dream is trying to communicate but without more info about you and your family it would be very difficult to interpret. I do think it may have to do with conditions at home, something you wish you could eliminate in your life. But you may have little control over the situation which has become infectious in your desire to eliminate whatever it is that is casing you to become detached from your reality {fantasy may play a part in your life}. It may have to do with 'starving' need for attention on a personal level, thus a detached involvement with wishing it were true and would happen.

Jerry