Anna,
On one level I believe we have established your masculine aspects as being a dominant part of your life. In this dream meeting the old guy friend who wasn't happy to see you probably is addressing a positive aspect of your masculine self that you can seldom utilize. You have had to use these masculine aspects so often as a protective source, a negative aspect you wish you could change {it makes it difficult to be hyper and just plain silly}. But because you do have a positive focus on life {teenagers possess a natural reliance} you are able to explore the other possibilities to this masculine self. The goal is to use this aspect as a higher source {police car}. But because of your past experiences {family life} it is hard to do this {your guard always being up}.
Note: On another level this may also be addressing aspects having to do with relationships with guys. It is hard to be interested in a guy because you know you will probably 'move'.

In both aspects to do with the positive masculine, being able to use them is a dream {suddenly knew I was dreaming}. The negative aspects are constantly an unconscious source of 'surveying' you, not letting you use them as positive tools.

The huge building is your inner 'building' and the dilapidated conditions is how your life feels at times. Generally though it is 'kool' {reflecting the natural positive attitude in life}. That is until the minor emotional experiences occur in your life when you have to move {minor earth quake}. Once again you are having to 'exit' from a normal life and move on again.

This again would address the other aspects to do with relationships. You are constantly having to 'exit' any possible relationships with guys.

The man in the wheelchair is your handicapped masculine self from which you can not escape {unable to escape the negative and use the positive aspects of the masculine}. This is testing you strong inner resources. You are able to use other strong aspects of your psyche, feminine qualities, to help get past this emotional issue.

On the other level this would be addressing female friendships you form that help alleviate any negative feelings to do with the relationships you can not form with guys. Is there something you do 'artistically' {band} that may also help you? Creativity is a feminine aspect.

I see the dream addressing your masculine aspects {a constant in your dreams}. This time it is looking to the positive aspects that are being subdued because of having to be the 'strong' one due to your family life. this is affecting not only your inner life but also outer relationships with guys. You probably are able to form strong relationships with other girls {identifying same experiences help you to do this} and that helps. Plus the creative aspects would help also.


Jerry

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